my dogs eat farts

OK so last night we had a pre screening of our movie..OF CAMPUS, a movie.  I can't tell face or the boys but it is no where near done.  If I tell them it needs more TLC I will never see the face and I will never have my wedding.  Oh god, and on a side note... they said I was getting edited out.  I was not edited out!!! my fat face is in like 5 scenes!!!  It would be one thing if I felt pretty or skinny, but NO - I was on the rag and they put waaaayy to much makeup on me.  I look like a rotund overly rouched blonde slut.  the slut part technically wasn't an insult since all women are portrayed as sluts except for the Crystal character.  The little sister of a main character adn a love interest.  But I can tell you right now some stuff is hilarious.  I mean I was there when they filmed, I watched the dailies, I dumped the film, listened for breaks in audio and I still think certain scenes are hilarious.  Maybe I think they are hilarious because I know the people but I dont laugh out loud very often.  I hope things work out.  I really dont want to giv eup my lovey face for another month or two.  after wedding YES OKAY I UNDERSTAND (all will flow from my lips - AFTER WEDDING)...right now NO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!