Let's see as anyone who has ever met me knows I am a little nutty, but in a cute kinda way. I am obsessed with my two dogs - Toulouse and Rackham - and I am going to marry my first love Matthew in just a few short months.
Sometimes I think part of the reason I am so restless is that I can't wait to find out what happens next. I want the wedding to have already passed so I can stop worrying about paying for everything. I want our house purchased and moved into so that I can stop looking. I feel as though I am missing out on my life by not doing what I know I should be doing.
Half of my friends are young professionals who are busy being married and having kids. The other half of my friends are still acting like we did in college. They go out and drink on weekdays, go to shows, meet crazy new people. I dream about doing all of these things. But I dream about doing them differently. I want to combine the years of my crazy youth with my future years of being a wife and mom. Is that possible? Can you be a good mom and still rock out?
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