Have you ever thought you were in love just to get bored 3 weeks later. I have sooooo many times. I was the classic three week relationship. I have mostly guy friends - actually I have ALL guy friends and the only girls I hang with are their girlfriends. So I used to joke that I had a three week buzz pass for relationships. I was a get on get out kinda girl. I mean I would once in awhile date a guy for a few months maybe even be lured into saying the dreaded three words that is every guys worst nightmare. Basically, I was always the GUY in the relationship. One night stands were preferable had at his place - made it easier to slip out at 3 am. But all of the flings ended pretty much the same way. I was either bored, not attracted to them anymore, wanted someone else, or simply I got to know them and realized they were pretty much lame. None of these relationships ever made it to one year - ever.
I have only had two boyfriends for more than a year. The first was my high school sweetie kins, Matty face. We dated sporadically all through high school. Only to end up back together 9 years later - now we are getting MARRIED!!! The other was my college boyfriend, we started to date the beginning of summer before my junior year and broke up soon after my senior year started. That was a train wreck.
But I just find it crazy that I have met, befriended and dated a numerous amount of men. Yet, the only man I can say after a year and 4 months of re-dating (4 months of engagement) I still get upset when I don't spend time with him. I am the kind of person who needs a lot of space, tons of me time. Oh, and forget it if I am in a bad mood you need to stay far far away. But I still love Matty the same as when we first got back together. It kinda scares me. I can't wait to go hoem adn squeeze him, he so hates that.
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